Burnt Lighthouses

The Fëanorians had torched Elwing and Eärendil’s house. Círdan tried not to feel surprised at the act of arson. It was not the only area of the Havens put to the torch. With the silent patience of a fisherman, Círdan watched the black charred remains of what had been rafters, beams, and furniture slowly smolder and collapse in the harsh shore breeze. A beam slipped free of where it balanced precariously and thudded to the ground, but the sound was muted by the heavy layer of ash. All the embers had cooled by now, and Círdan knew he could approach the ruins of what had been the house of his dear friends without fear of burns. No, give them truth in the silence of his heart as he stood and paid his respects before the ashes of their lives. Elwing and Eärendil had been his adopted niece and nephew, yet another war orphan he had taken in as his own, as Ereinion became the beloved child of this lifelong bachelor.

And because of that deep love, Círdan feared approaching closer, feared to walk through all those charred black piles, worried that it would be more than burned wood that he would find in the wreckage. His men, searching the other buildings, had already found bodies. Elven and mortal, male and female, old and young, every sort imaginable. All except bodies of orcs, and that was the key difference that confounded the searchers, for they were all veterans from Brithombar and Eglarest and all the points inland, all familiar with the aftermath of towns and cities sacked by Morgoth’s armies. Strange it was for them to find only elven and mortal dead, only those weapons, only red blood. Some bodies had burned in the arson; most had not. Identifying the dead was easy if they had been neighbors and friends. Círdan’s men had the survivors of the Havens assisting the search, looking for any other survivors, looking for the dead, looking for names to give the slain refugees. Some of the dead elves the survivors did not recognize, but they begged that the bodies collected for honorable burial, as they had tried to stop the attack or tried to extinguish the fires. Some of the buildings were still too unstable to investigate.

Círdan did not wish confirmation of which he would find in this house.

If he refused to cross the threshold, the horror remained an abstract.

The Fëanorians had also burned the docks. That he was not surprised at, for they had no more use for ships. Or at least still had the self-awareness that no boat upon these waves would tolerate them. Still, Círdan knew one ship had not been present, and thus one body he shall not find.

And, staring at the charred ruins of the home of Elwing and her young children, for the first and only time, Círdan fervently prayed that Vingilot had foundered upon the waves. The Shipwright, who prided himself on the soundness of his ships, wished this betrayal of his craft. He hoped that only pieces of driftwood returned to this beach to join the charcoal that lined it. Let not the lad return to this, he prayed. Better he dies, drowns in a storm, not seeing the destruction of his home, the death of his people. Never have I asked this of you, Lord Ossë, oh, how Círdan wept, but never allow him to return to this shore, when this sorrow is all that awaits him.

Trying to avoid the obvious candidates, so: Círdan!

  • favorite thing about them

Here’s one of the most important elves in the entire universe. He’s not a king or son of a king, and though he does fight, why is he important? He builds ships. He ensures that others have ships in which to travel places. Ships are really important, just as important if not more important in a positive cultural way than all that cursed gems and jewelry littering Middle-earth. Fuck yeah, Shipwright!

  • least favorite thing about them

uh the ring stuff maybe? that he gets a beard but then Tolkien says old elves get beards but then never mentions beards on the elves that would likely be as old as Círdan so this still feels plothole-ish to this day

  • favorite line

“I will dwell by the grey shores until the last ship sails.

  • brOTP

Him and Elu, the absolute sense of history and how Círdan is the one to send the heads up that hey, these new empire builders are lying to our faces but I don’t have confirmation and all so check their references. Him and Finrod. Not the biggest Gandalf ‘stan but they cool

  • OTP

Círdan is very ace to me. If I have to think of him in a romantic-coded relationship, it’s a poly relationship with Ossë and Uinen

  • nOTP

Gil-galad. That’s his son.

  • random headcanon

aside from the sigil, even keeping Gil-galad as Fingon’s son, I don’t imagine any close friendship between him and Fingon, but Círdan was close to Gil-galad’s Sindarin mother and especially Finrod is playing intermediary. He sleeps in a hammock and modern vibes would be either a grizzled warm Maine lighthouse keeper or a chill Jimmy Buffett listening Florida Keys retiree

  • unpopular opinion

I don’t like him with long beards, keep it under a foot. Also that head-canon interpretation that he was in any way negative towards the Valar is projecting

  • song i associate with them

Not a single song itself, because then I’m talking Elu or Elmo, but bands like Lord Huron, Fleet Foxes, Ben Howard. Any modern nuFolk

  • favorite picture of them

This one is particularly fun

I wish you would write a fic with Círdan and/or Elwing and/or Eärendil…

The Fëanorians had torched Elwing and Eärendil’s house. Círdan tried not to feel surprised at that, watching the black charred remains of what had been rafters, beams, and furniture slowly smolder and collapse in the harsh shore breeze. All the embers had cooled by now, and he knew he could approach the ruins of what had been the house of his dear friends (adopted niece and nephew, yet another war orphan he had taken in as his own). He feared approaching, worried that it will be more than burned wood he would find in the wreckage. His men, searching the other buildings, had already found bodies. Elven and mortal, male and female, old and young, every sort imaginable. Círdan did not wish confirmation of which he would find in this house. The Fëanorians had burned the docks. That he was not surprised at, for they had no more use for ships, or at least still had the self-awareness that no boat upon these waves would tolerate them. Still, Círdan knew one ship was not present, and thus one body he shall not find.

And, staring at the charred ruins of the home of Elwing and her young children, for the first and only time, Círdan fervently prayed that Vingilot had foundered upon the waves. The Shipwright wished this betrayal of his craft. Let not the lad return to this, he prayed. Better he dies, drowns in a storm, not seeing the destruction of his home, the death of his people. Never have asked this of you, Lord Ossë, oh, how Círdan wept, but never allow him to return to this shore, when this sorrow is all that awaits him.

Gil-Galad, fascinated

houseofhaleth:

He started when he heard Círdan’s soft exclamation. ‘Look,’ the shipwright said, pointing down into the water.

  Forgetting that he’d been wheedled and cajoled onto this boat and he was giving everyone the cold treatment, Gil-galad stood up and moved to Círdan’s side.

  ‘They don’t often come this close to land – only when they’re migrating, after the breeding season…will she surface though, I wonder…’ said Círdan, eyes fixed on the sea.

  Peering into the deep blue water, it took him a moment before he could make out the movement – it was faster than the boat, but it was so huge he hadn’t realised-

  ‘Is it going to surface?’ he demanded, gripping the edge of the little boat very tightly.

  ‘Not from right beneath us,’ Círdan assured him. ‘She’s too deep, she can’t come straight up vertically. She might surface ahead of us.’

  ‘She…what is it?’

‘A whale. Two, actually – mother and calf, look.’

  Just as Círdan spoke the tail passed, gently but powerfully moving up and down in strong strokes. Gil-galad stared. Círdan muttered something that sounded like thanks to Uinen – sounded like, it was in a strangely archaic tongue, which he suspected was ancient Telerin.

  He couldn’t take his eyes from the water ahead, and moments later, the boat rocked as some distance away something like a shining grey island broke the surface of the water. A plume of white spray shot up from it, and he jumped, still clinging to the boat.

  ‘It’s alright,’ Círdan told him. ‘She won’t hurt us. They have a long journey ahead of them.’

  ‘Where are they going?’ he asked.

  ‘North, to colder seas,’ said Círdan.

  ‘Why?’ Gil-galad asked.

  For the next few days he couldn’t rest until he knew everything people could tell him about the whales.