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It’s very much this exuding of triumph and pride and that the healing doesn’t erase the past trauma but here in Valinor it’s transformed into beauty once more. Once more she is Maktame of the beautiful arms (and the language shift to Mahtamë) and part of her beauty is that past. And that Ingwë worked to make this happen, so that she is now a dowager queen in lace enjoying herself on the athletic field -and that prosperity and healing and safety is now for all his people.

LAST!

If I’m still on “Of Ingwë”, a confession then – I don’t know where I should end it. But if I do go all the way to the founding of Valmar instead of splitting it into sequels, there is this line from close to that ending:

Mahtamë came out onto the field, her arms uncovered. The silvery lacework of scars still webbed across them, fainter perhaps, and matched the dress she wore, which was gifted from the Valie Estë, a garment soft and grey, floating like mist and trimmed in lace.

haleth + wardrobe!!!!

Haleth is Haldad’s daughter, and though circumstances force her to fulfill the role of chieftain that her brother was expected to fill, she does so as herself and not as her brother. Her people are not averse to the idea of a woman leading them in all things, even in battle – the daughters that guard their chieftain with their great axes and thick boar-skin armor are proof of that. But Haleth dresses as a woman of her people, needs not wear a man’s grab to be taken seriously, and enjoys fine jewelry and clothes. Not too fine- her people are woodsmen and practical. But they are not poor cousins- Haleth with her force of will, she will ensure that they are never destitute and not seen as such on the political stage of Beleriand. Gold twists around her neck, and electrum, and far more precious and prestigious beads of coral traded from the Grey Elves. She has a fine gown made of fabric gifted to her from the hands of Queen Melian herself, a hounds-tooth silk weave of black and white. Many of Haleth’s gowns and cloaks are simple checkered patterns, the trademark of her people. She knows thus this fabric was crafted especially to please their new allies in Brethil- and also to suit the Haladrim tastes, the Elven Queen sent fabric and not a full gown. Haleth, busy with the duties of leading her people, did not sew the gown. Other articles of clothing she did, and the task of re-hemming her nephew’s clothing as the teenage boy grew she allotted to herself as the proper duty of an aunt, but those were garments for work and winter when the snow fell and only family. Queenly fabric needed the most skilled needles. 

The cut of Haleth’s tunics and gowns are not like those of the other tribes. For example, sleeves are very wide at the armholes and taper tight to the wrist. Over-gowns, if worn, are left open at the sides and only pinned at the shoulders. Such pairs of shoulder broaches Haleth has a’plenty, and she will be buried in the Lady-barrow with her best set, which look like a cluster of acorns and oak leaves. She cinches the gown with a wide belt embroidered in bright colors and patterns. Their embroidery is another element that sets them apart from their cousins. The simple two-tone or black-work patterns of the Bëorians look juvenile next to those of the Haladim, though it is far more common to find bands of embroidery on Bëorian and Haradim blouses, vests, and aprons. Traders travel to the forest of Brethil to buy the masterworks to sell back to other Edain. Fabric sits in gentle folds high on her chest, nearly hiding the strings of amber beads. More amber twists in the cords that hold the simple diadem of her formal chieftain’s grab. She only bothers to wear it when facing guests, perched on a tree stump outside her house, her plain and thick leather shoes not hidden by the hem of her bold patterned gown, a rustic counterpoint to the finery around her weather-worn face. It is not a beautiful face, but with strong features and an even stronger intelligence and will that animate that face, no one who meets Haleth comes away with the impression of coarseness or ugliness. With a huff, Chief Haleth extends a hand in greeting, and around her wrist a bracelet of amateurishly carved boar-teeth beads rattles. Haldar made them for her, decades ago. She will trade no finery for them- not even a Silmaril.

Once you get this you have to say 5 nice things about yourself publicly then send this to your 10 favorite followers/mutuals. Non-negotiable, positivity is cool~

So maybe I’ll have to redo with without the qualifiers for real positivity

  1. My reading skills are excellent – a rather large vocabulary, very fast, good if not great memory for remembering plots and characters and odd facts if not exact dates. The memory that allowed my to coast through almost all of my education, including college, with very little studying. And I love to read as a hobby.
  2. Though I might feel them as atrophied and amatuerish at times- I CAN draw and paint, and I have a solid grounding of basic artistic skills and concepts. Like- knowing the basic proportions to draw a person’s face and how to shade for lightning or dimentionally isn’t an universal skill, even if I often forgot it isn’t. I can draw plants and animals and people are hard to draw so I’m too hard on myself. And I am good at compositions.
  3. I am honest. I won’t always share my opinions out of fear -usually fear of hurting someone else- but I rarely, almost never, can lie to someone’s face. My standards of honesty are -’never lie to anyone, about anything’ and because I don’t do that 100% of the time and do practice small lies by omission, I don’t automatically think of myself as an honest person, but like, holy shit, I am. I’d feel guilty going on anon to send a neutral ask or praise, so straight up, y’all, I could never send anon hate to someone. There is no version of heget in this universe’s timeline that could. And even if I won’t share my personal name online and other facts- I am brutally sincere about my fandom preferences and if I like someone or not. I live in fear of being unintentionally two-faced. Even if I’m not most dependable, I think I can qualify as someone you can trust, and I would be happy if that is the reputation that my demeanor has earned.
  4. My humor is sarcastic but I don’t go out of my way to be offensive or garish in my humor or attack others. And I don’t go overboard on bad puns – but I appreciate them. And y’all must think I’m funny, too.
  5. I am petite and very skinny and my hair has naturally lovely curls. I never have to stress about trying to lose weight.

3, 4!!!

3. Have you ever unfollowed someone over a fandom opinion?

I’ve not followed people because of the amount of Maedhros or Fëanorians in general they had on their blog, and yes, did unfollow Silm fandom people because of it (not many). Won’t call out who.

In a similar vein, I started listening to a podcast but immediately stopped and deleted that podcast because the main host proudly admitted to being one of those people that called in to vote for Jason Todd’s death back in the 80s. That is an insta-unfollow for me, like unironically thinking Fëanor was right to steal the Swanships (or anything else)

4. Do you have a NoTP in your fandom? Are they a popular OTP?*

Oh, let me make a hand-motion over my mouth. Okay. Fingon/Maedhros -the most popular OTP in the Silm fandom- only escapes from being a NoTP from me because I low-key despise both of them (yes, both). Most of the other non-canon m/m slash ships I tend to not care about but also don’t care enough about the characters to care, i.e. Angbang, Silverfisting. Haleth/Caranthir is popular and is a NoTP.

Batfam I don’t ship Dickbabs, and it’s nearly inescapable in general Batfam focused fics. It’s a rare but precious to me fic that goes with Dickkory instead. Aside from that, I hate SuperWonder, but also SuperBats and WonderBat. All three are popular, but only Superman/WonderWoman is not as popular and gets routinely and rightfully hated by the larger fandom.

Well, you are just fantastic. You write stories that are meaningful to you and no matter how little I know about the characters you write, I feel their pain and joy as surely as if they were my best friends. Your sigils are PERFECT and I use them so often as art inspiration. And you are nice and kind and good! I’m glad to have found you :D /// Relatedly: Do you also swing dance???

I can’t dance worth a brass nickel, and I only attempt to do that weird beginner’s sway rarely when I am completely alone – and maybe only one out over every six or seven times I would feel like dancing. But I love to watch dancing videos and competitions.

I love my characters, and while I’m definitely not one of those authors that sits down with my OCs and maps out all their personalities (or even basic major personality traits), let alone all their details, they still feel like real characters/I want and hope they do. And that I can make readers connect and cry over them. 😀

Aaah~ I hope that the image of myself that other people perceive is someone who isn’t nasty, too particularity two-faced (I struggle with the fact that I wish to be both very secretive, and incredibly honest – I am a shit liar. My self-awareness is limited enough to know I have hypocrisies), and supportive and welcoming. I don’t think I’m a great friend – but I try to be a good one. *shrug*

Found the old PaintPro cd – I can make no promises but I want to get back into sigil making next year.