❧✽ and ☄: Your originality. You”re so good at doing your own thing and writing outside the box, and I really enjoy that.

(Your plots,

Your use of side characters, originality)

*flails around bashfully excited* I’m ecstatic someone made the effort to respond, and that it’s someone whose writing and overall composure and fandom knowledge/experience/drive I admire and still feel a little in awe of *bows*

Use of side and original characters is my modius operandi (so much that I forget I have written more than one story from a main character. Of course, according to fandom it seems the Fëanorians and other Noldor Princes are the main characters- Beren, Lúthien, and Eärendil who?) But to receive praise for my plots – that I have plots worthy of notice- am a little giddy and surprised.

Ah, I suppose it must be that trapped in your own head, where I don’t realize just how uncommon who and where and when I focus my fics. I’ve been living with my warrior hunter Minyar for so long and making content for them that even I forget that it wasn’t that long ago that I didn’t think much of anything about the Vanyar or that they would be able to generate any stories.

for the trope meme: Genderbend AU and Bed Sharing For Warmth :)

Ooh, okay the second I saw Bed Sharing I immediately thought of how the big climatic moment in the story of “Of Ingwë Ingweron” 

Post-Duel/during the Great Journey is when Ravennë finally, very publicly lies down on the sleeping pallet with Ingwë. It’s not exactly this trope, but it’s something well within my wheelhouse. The cliche abandoned cabin in the woods, one blanket fic was going strong when I first started reading fanfic, so I could probably do a formulaic version too for the Silm – Tuor and Voronwë on their way to Gondolin or Beren and Lúthien during their tour of the Deadly Nightshade that once was Dorthonion would be natural places to write it.

(Looks at the moments in fusion-universe Theon/Jeyne, be it the two moments in Hunter-bold or the passing out together right before Ancalagon goes crashing down – those count if there’s not actual bed?) 

GenderBent AU -confession time. This is one of those tropes that don’t appeal to me. zilch, nada. Definitely not as a reader, so not really as a writer. I could try it, but I rather look at age-reversal AUs, something like DC Bombshells where the female characters replace the male characters in narrative importance, or any other type of AU instead. At most I could be comfortable with gender-bending a dwarven character because of canon leeway.

Durin/Daeron :P (I was debating how mean to be, you almost got Imin/Ingwe)

Fire in the lower galleries, smoke in the tunnels. Poisonous gases and heat and explosions, collapsing homes and escape routes caving in. Cracking stone, screams, a metropolis darkening under the roars of a demon from the deep. The king does not need to see to know what is happening to Khazad-dûm. The miners and soldiers are blocking off the tunnels from the mithril mines into the populous heart of the great city, trying to seal the air locks to hold off the noxious fumes that are asphyxiating his people, trying to fight a monster made of flame and shadow. Durin’s people need time to flee to safety, and the universe has been overturned, for safety used to mean deep underground. His civilians, his few mothers and children, the most precious jewels of the Dwarves, need time to reach the uppermost levels and gather supplies to survive a possible exodus through hazardous lands. If the locks cannot hold, if the Balrog makes it from the deep mines into the wide thoroughfares, Khazad-dûm is doomed.

They need their king to lead them. Durin gives his son Náin a final set of instructions, the plans to divert the aqueducts and flood the lower levels in a deluge that shall hopefully defeat the demon of flame if all else fails. Minor versions of similar plans for smaller emergencies, gas leaks and caves-ins, orc invasions, have long been on file. For several hours Durin has conferred with his son over the strongest locations in the mountains to hold out for a final siege and concurred with Nain’s proposals on how to best adapt the emergency procedures. Nain’s face beneath the raised visor of his helm is pinched with worry, but Durin has faith in his son’s capabilities. Gruffly, he reassures his son a final time on the soundness of their plan, one Nain still clearly believes should be his father’s duty as king to lead. After initial arguments, when it became clear changing the courses of aqueducts would be easier than changing the will of his father, Nain has not disputed Durin’s intentions to join the soldiers in the lower galleries. His son knows an unbeatable fight when he faces it.

Durin dons his golden helm and face-mask and heads for the door. The guards open it to someone Durin expected to have long retreated with Nain’s wife and barely-adult son. Nain only nods briefly in respect to the new arrival. There is a flash of what might be guilt in his son’s eyes, for it is obvious Nain knows why this person is present in the Chamber of Mazarbul instead of safely guarded near the surface levels. A suspicious corner of Durin’s mind wonders if the search through the records of the city layouts has been orchestrated so this new arrival would have time to sneak back into the Seventh Level and confront Durin. Has Nain recruited the only person his son hopes could persuade Durin away from what they both know is a sacrificial last stand? He glares at his son instead of his guardsmen. The king is not surprised that his guards defer to this person, however much he might wish otherwise. No door in Khazad-dûm is barred to him. The arrival blocking the doorway is someone most precious to Durin and his people, someone who has been a heart-companion during the many repetitions of Durin’s life. The tallest person in the room, with the shortest beard, he kneels down before Durin arrayed in a coat of silver mithril. He is holding what Durin at first mistakes for a slender pole-arm. Durin frowns and commands, “You should be with the other lore-masters and master-craftsmen. You are too valuable to lose.”

Precious barely begins to describe the feelings the dwarves of Khazad-dûm feel for this one. The only non-dwarf in Khazad-dûm, the one to give the dwarves the first letters in which to preserve their history, he has rejected all names but those the dwarves have given him, and the name that Durin’s people call him is Preserver of History. The truly deathless one, the Preserver of History remembers Durin II, having lived with that king during the end of the First Age and into the Second. He is the one who would recognize when Durin returned to his people with each rebirth, proclaiming the news to eager mothers and lore-masters. Those sad grey eyes of his eternal faithful friend, the first Durin can remember meeting upon this earth, lock gazes with his king once more. Stubborn as any dwarf, his heart-friend.

“You should not be arrayed in armor,” Durin says more forcefully. “You are not a warrior.”

“You will not send me from your side,” Daeron answers. “I will not abandon my home or king to destruction.”

“You will!” Durin growls. “You will not survive against a Balrog, you fool elf!”

Some of the shocked gasps from others in the room might have been at the acknowledgement that Daeron, Durin’s Treasure and Preserver of History, was an elf. It was a tactfully ignored truth. They knew the lore-keeper had once held a similar exalted position among the elves. However Daeron has lived so long among the dwarves of Khazad-dûm, sharing in their familiar pains, delighting in their joys, attending loyally to their king, and hiding from his former people even during the time friendship with Eregion blossomed, that they forget it had not been Mahal’s hands that shaped him. Durin II had welcomed Daeron into his home, cloistered him deep within the heart of the mountain, and over time taught him the secrets of the dwarves. Each year Daeron’s wistfulness for long-gone forests and heartbreak for a long-dead unrequited desire had lessened under the admiration and affection from the people of Khazad-dûm and the closeness of their king. The dwarves understood such heartbreak and how to heal it. Daeron had been appreciated in his first underground home, highly respected by its rulers, but Durin knows the nostalgia Daeron feels nowadays lingers solely inside these halls, for these caverns above the Kheled-zâram. For centuries only Khuzdul has passed through the elf’s lips. His songs are lullabies to sing to dwarven children. The stars he praises are the reflections from the Mirrormere. The lore he gathers and shares comes from the wisdom found here in Mazarbul. Daeron’s skill as a craftsman of wood is equal to Narvi’s with stone, or any other of the great artists of Khazad-dûm. His patience and willingness to teach that skill is even more rare and valued. Nain’s son learned to carve wooden marvels, form his letters, and play the harp on the lap of his grandfather’s heart-friend. Durin does not wish Nain’s grandson to grow never knowing of Khazad-dûm’s most treasured secret.

The rest of the astonished cries come from how Daeron has not budged, staring like an unmoved cat in defiance to his king. Durin cannot push him aside, so he moves to divert around him as one does when tunneling and faced with stone too onerous to chip through. Daeron grasps his king’s hand and turns Durin to face him once more. Grey eyes impede him.

“I will go with you, to death this time, so be it! And here is my weapon, my king, to wield in service of you and our people. Song has defeated the enemy’s monsters before. If mine is still the greatest voice to ever grace this world, then its greatest use will be to sing enchantments to ensnare this demon in the depths, perhaps to lure it back to slumber for as long as my power holds. Enough time to buy our children a chance for safety.”

Durin weeps into his beard as Daeron reverently kisses the crown of the helm, then kneels even lower to pull Durin’s gauntleted hand to his lips and then to caress the side of his face. “We go together this time.” Daeron whispers.

(Edited to match AO3)

Also Finarfin/Earwen because there’s never enough of it

“How is it an insult when your brother calls me your pearl?”

Eärwen pauses her fingers in Finarfin’s hair, the discarded silver comb at her feet and her lover’s head in her lap. “Because pearls start off as irritants inside the shells, and they must be coated smooth. Eventually the oyster turns the evasive grain of sand into a beautiful part of itself.”

“So I am the annoying Noldo grain of sand who you have softened with prettier words and manners until I fit in Alqualondë?”

Eärwen giggles. “And you might dissolve if dunked in vinegar.”

Finarfin twists his neck so he can look up her. “Where would I be immersed in vinegar?”

She runs a hand over his brow, pushing aside the almost iridescent golden hair. “Tirion is full of sour, quarrelsome people who make you unhappy to be around. It is better for you in Alqualondë. You should stay here. You are beautiful here.”

“Because I am with you, and you are more beautiful than any pearl.”

“You coat me with flattery, marilla.”

lol I want to ask everything in the shipping meme but I’ll go with 25 and 13

25) there a ship you wish you didn’t know existed? 

Curufin/Finrod. Kylo/Hux just because wow, it’s predictable, but Kylo isn’t a great or interesting character and Hux was flatter than Tarkin and worse as a two-bit villain, so here’s the shipping juggernaut and I’m not surprised but I wish I was. As a fandom oldster, the existence of RPF still skeeves me out.

13) Name a ship that deserved more content.

For the main ‘ship of the Silmarillion, the ultimate Tolkien OTP, there is a comparative lack of good Beren/Lúthien fic. But for something that I can’t understand why with fandom tendencies to have almost none- Turgon/Finrod. Also as much as I’m no fan of Finwë, jfc the Finwë/Elwë writes itself, complete with Finwë’s angsty pining for his long-lost friend and accepting the Teleri solely out of intense longing memory of said friend, and the dramatic irony of Finwë’s sons murdering Elwë’s family and friends and then lying about it to Elwë’s face. 

My tiny or old book fandoms deserve more. Perrin/Faile. 

I wish you would write a fic where…Emeldir fights alongside Barahir.

Barahir falls in love with her when they are both ten, and she shows up for beginning lessons on how to hold a shield in a tunic that is too small over a pair of too-big trousers stuffed into the tops of her boots and rolled thrice at the waist as to not fall off her skinny hips. She brings her own shield, painted bright green. Lessons on holding sticks are saved until next month’s instruction, and they must train for at least one full planting season before sticks are exchanged for dull pieces of metal. Barahir doesn’t realize what he feels for Emeldir is love until years later as she holds a green shield above his body to protect him from arrows, his own shield shattered at their feet. “We were taught to use our shield to protect our heart,” she tells him later. “That is exactly what I was doing.”

Barahir sulks off into the woods to find a moss-covered stone to sit on and attempt to compose heartfelt love songs to match the suave poetry of how Emeldir declared her feelings. Eventually he gives up and trudges back to her house, feeling as if he had returned to the awkward days when his beard first grew in. She meets his eyes with the same cool aplomb he envies and admires, and for a second Barahir worries he misunderstood her declaration. “Dagnir is leading a party down into the plains to hunt for enemy spies. You are the first warrior I want by my side,” he tells her. Emeldir nods. Then, before his courage deserts him, Barahir blurts out. “I want to fight by your side.”

Emeldir blinks slowly. “You said that.”

“I mean it! I mean, what I also meant was I want to be by your side. Always. I love you. I think I always have.”

Emeldir thinks he is ridiculous, and stubborn, and oblivious, and beloved.

ooh Elwe or Olwe for the meme? :)

Why do you do this to me? Okay they are very similar- Elwë is objectively hotter, Olwë not as freakishly tall. Both are kings; I’m really deciding if I want to spend time in paradise seashore town or most absolute beautiful enchanted forest metropolis. Even though I don’t like seas of beaches all that much, I get uncomfortable if I’m not within forty miles of the ocean. The one flaw with Menegroth is how inland it is. Dating Elwë = Menegroth and the Sindar, listening to Daeron. Olwë = Alqualondë, living in Valinor. Now honestly the evidence doesn’t suggest that Olwë is any less stubborn or has less of a temper than his brother – got to be stubborn to leave half your family behind. Gave a very reasonable, polite response to Fëanor’s unreasonable demands and strong circumstantial evidence that Fëanor was trying to steal Olwë’s authority and people right from under his nose, but then Elu literally during a fit of extreme and justified rage at his nephews for years of lying to his face and being complicit in the cover-up of a major crime aka the slaughter of Elu’s family and theft and destruction of their most prized possessions, even then Elu has the self-knowledge and control to tell them his emotions are running high, they need to leave until he’s processed through them, and Elu does learn from his mistakes. He just seems more self-aware of his flaws, even if said flaws still kill him, than any of the other Elven princes and kings. I appreciate that. Olwë I could have more fun bashing certain Noldor together, plus hey, get to hang out with Ossë and Uinen. But as an oldest of three siblings myself, I feel I might relate more to Elwë. 

Eh, I want to see Menegroth, and climb the abs of hottest elf dude* to exist

∞, also hello friend :)

Salutations dear friend!

Next up is Twenty One Pilots “Stressed Out”. This song took several repeat plays to grow on me, and the part that I liked first was the deep-voiced bit at the end. So that part:

Used to play pretend, used to play pretend, bunny
We used to play pretend, wake up, you need the money
Used to play pretend, used to play pretend, bunny
We used to play pretend, wake up, you need the money
We used to play pretend, give each other different names
We would build a rocket ship and then we’d fly it far away
Used to dream of outer space but now they’re laughing at our face
Saying, “Wake up, you need to make money”
Yeah