heget’s Silmarillion Sigil Set
your daily dose, (10/?)
Disclaimer: Here is a blend of Original Tolkien creations (aka my best efforts at recreating the author’s drawing), modifications on the original, and designs completely from cloth.
In order:
Nerdanel, Mathan, Nerdanel’s cousins (Edrahil)
Previous Entries:
- HERE is the master-list.
Notes:
All original, House of Mahtan.
Because of the epessë Urundil, “copper-lover”, I wanted the color scheme to be heavy on the copper red. Nerdanel’s design was supposed to be a little more floral, but ended up just geometric and very gear-like. Which works. Because Mahtan is a smith: the cog-design and something vaguely flame-ish for the forges. And some Kirby dots. The cousin branch has the design turn into shapes of flame and calligraphy.
That third sigil is for a branch of mostly-original characters I’m making related through a sibling of Nerdanel. (Undecided on name or gender, but I am using Istarnië, Nerdanel’s original name, as that of her mother.) They ended up loosely based on the Tullys, and I took inspiration from “The Leithian Script” and made Edrahil a nephew once or twice removed of Nerdanel, making this his sigil.
Tag: nerdanel
Got bored, wrote some of the Best AU Ever
When Melkor is released, and he walks among the Eldar for the first time (humbled, humiliated, silently seething, hatred hidden under the repentant’s smile), he seeks for a way to turn the elves against his brethren. It is only fitting. Symmetrical even, and his siblings in the thought of Eru do love their symmetry and order.
But the fawning Vanyar are too busy singing praises to his brother to hear any of his whispers, his barbed offers for knowledge. He grows tired of being ignored (how dare they? He that was-is greatest in the thought of Eru, how dare they) and sighs and feints contriteness and boredom until Nienna takes pity and begs that his parole be widen, so that he may see and appreciate more of his siblings’ creations. They do love to show off their inferior thoughts and the even more pathetic attempts of their so-called students. (His praise to Yavanna for her Trees was not a complete lie, though her husband watched with suspicion for his envy. A simple thing to deflect, to suggest that it was Aulë envious of his wife’s better attempt at large-scale illumination, and he left the pair of idiots sniping at each other in disharmony. That had done much to buoy his dismal spirits.)
So Melkor comes to Tirion with the hope that the second group of elves might prove to be more fitting tools to his purpose. The Noldor are devoted to Aulë above all, and Melkor has had great success there. (If only he can find a way to send a message out to his lieutenant, learn what has survived and begin to rebuild, reassert control). They are supposed to be a more fractious competitive sort, more curious and enamored with new invention. And he is the newest thing in Valinor, so an audience is guaranteed. (The disinterested scorn from those blonde peons should not have stung.) Yet when he arrives in Tirion, he finds yet another Vanyar queen looking down at him with the same faint patronizing smile, assuming that he has coming begging for wisdom from them. Their king, much like the taller blonde one that sits next to his brother Manwë and glares with silent restrained hatred like Tulkas, is more preoccupied with the trivial lives of his many daughters and their children, and even the two sons of Finwë seem as content with each other as Námo and Irmo (He was hoping for a familiar rivalry. Perhaps it is because the two brothers are separate in interest and geography and have an older sister that both defer to). The bone of contention, Melkor discovers after some snooping, has to do with art styles. The elf the Noldor point to as their most celebrated and talented, when they can form a consensus (which is difficult and generates some delightfully discordant arguments) is a daughter of one of Aulë’s biggest sycophants, an ugly little thing called Nerdanel that is the favorite of the Noldor King and Queen. She is a talented sculptress, for an elf, Melkor admits, and he wonders if he can implant the seeds of jealous between her and the royal children. The one most jealous of Nerdanel, however, seems to be another Noldor artist, a lady called Míriel or Broideress. The enmity has to do with the Noldor’s definition of taste and art style, for the older Míriel hates ‘change for change’s sake’ (And Melkor has grown tired of that phrase), the overzealous embrace of new-fangled words, sounds, and lifestyle. Most of all unrealistic art, the way Nerdanel is so clearly talented as to sculpt with fidelity and accuracy the world, and then chooses out of laziness or misguided arrogance to “craft” such abstract and ugly shocking things, daring to label it art. (They’re all children finger-painting in poor imitation of their betters; this whole argument is absurd). Melkor gains some satisfaction when the secret is finally spilled into his ear that once, when the Noldor first arrived, Finwë had sought after Míriel’s hand in marriage, and she had rejected him. She had wanted no distraction from her unparalleled mastery of her craft, little desire for the raising of children, and less for the ruling of a people. Now she misses her opportunity to dictate the customs of the Noldor, mock the young scribes and scientists. Melkor has toeholds here in these fissures of the culture in Tirion to start pulling things apart. But it is not grand, not disastrous enough, to satisfy his hidden need. He ponders that second son married to a princess of the third tribe. He had almost forgotten the Teleri.
Melkor ponders them, that small people clinging to the very edge of Valinor, facing away from the Valar, playing simpleminded children in the sea. How those Teleri had almost not come, had dragged their feet and given excuses- the vast majority of their kin are still in Middle-earth, abandoned by Melkor’s siblings. (His lieutenants are still over there, his unfinished projects, remnants of his strength, and other darker secretive things. If only he can escape back to those things).
Of the Ainur that the Teleri are close to, there is only Ulmo who while no friend of Melkor is rarely present as to notice his machinations (Unlike Tulkas and that damn chain) and Ossë and his wife. Ossë who was once his and more sympathetic to his desires, this will have no challenge.
Melkor smiles and stretches his legs. Soon he thinks he can wheedle those idiots into letting him go to Alqualondë. A simple lie about longing to see the sea should do it. The Teleri will be perfect. Such an easy thing to suggest – they have to ships and there is no ban on where they are allowed to sail.
Melkor is escaping this place. And then he’ll be back to destroy it.
Happy mother’s day y’all!
1.Melian & Luthien / 2.Celebrian & Arwen / 3.Nerdanel & kid(s) of your choice
Tolkien gives us lots of mothers struggling with the pain of being separated from their children (for a lifetime, ages or eternity), so I gotta focus on the good moments they had together ;^;
(meme) Nerdanel and/or Indis: ♥ ☮ ♦ ☯ ☼
Combining everything into the quasi-fic, think I mentioned all five things. sorry it got really shippy.
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Nerdenal was shorter than her sibling, with the stocky square-shouldered look that her father had passed down to all his family, though she was annoyed that the copper hair that made her father stand out in the crowd of Noldor was something that her sibling inherited, and which was passed down to both nieces and nephew and most of her elder niece’s children. Her hair was only brown, and not even the dark glossy brown of her mother Istarnië, though when the light hit just right there almost looked to be a hint of fire. Nerdanel liked to wear colors and jewelry she hoped would offset the bits of copper and make it more alluring and exotic than brown. Anything to draw attention away from her red face. She liked the amber shade of brown of her eyes; that at least was striking, though a blue would have been even more. Nerdanel grew and matured and set aside her resentment of her relatives’ greater beauty.
Queen Indis was beautiful, well-regarded by almost all of Tirion as the most beautiful woman even by her political detractors, with golden skin and hair that seemed to glow like a flower of Laurelin, her eyes a deep blue that shaded almost purple, and tall without awkwardness. Nerdanel watched as Indis moved, plotting how to sculpt that sense of grace and assurance that High King Ingwë’s sister had. Several works were inspired by the queen of the Noldor, even when they did not have Indis’s likeness in the face, though Nerdanel did not admit this.
When Indis removed her sandals to race barefoot through the water gardens, as light-foot as Nessa’s deer, as joyful as Tulkas’s laughter, Nerdanel knew that was the pose to sculpt, that moment before Indis sprinted, where the Queen of the Noldor removed a piece of confining finery, however small a shoe was, so that she could embrace freedom and delight. Nerdanel wondered if she projected her desire to be free from anxieties onto Indis, for the queen never showed envy or resentment, was gracious even when those around her were not.
And how Nerdanel had blushed in shame the day her husband’s compatriots had insulted Indis to the queen’s face, and Nerdanel had been powerless to restrain them no matter how much she had argued with her husband beforehand. He used to listen to her advice, her husband and sons, used to give some heed to her consul, treated her as if she was a person with opinions worth something. But Indis was her dearest friend, especially after her separation from her husband, when all those compatriots and political allies and anyone who wished to avoid the displeasure of the King’s heir and favorite began to mock and sneer at Nerdanel herself. Golden and graceful, Indis held out her arms and embraced the much shorter woman, unmindful of how the marble dust that coated the sculptress now smudged the queen’s velvet gown and golden arms. Indis would stand with Nerdanel through the turmoil and after, the two live together in a wing of the palace filled with music and art, content in friendship and company. Nerdanel was her beloved no matter what official ties between them, said Indis gravely, for she feared not the displeasure of that faction in Tirion, and would trade them gleefully for Nerdanel’s smiles and company.
“Yours is a beauty I could never fully capture in song,” said Indis, “though I have spent hours trying to compose. The best I can do is write music for your statutes, the lifelike ones admired by the court and the strange ones that bring my soul beauty even if I do not understand them.” Indis blushed, and Nerdanel laughed at the familiar problem.
Findis would find the two stretched out in the gardens playing card games of their own creation, laughing with their hair unbound and full of twigs and crumpled flowers, a half-undone braid in Nerdanel’s brown hair that Indis tugged as she admonished the younger woman for cheating. Findis would sit primly on the ground and join the card game, utterly befuddled by the rules, but smiling all the same. “What stakes are we playing for?” Findis would ask.
“If I shall sculpt something, and your mother sing to me as I work, or if your mother shall dance and I sketch her as I watch,” replied Nerdanel, “or if we should be both very lazy and take a long vacation to our nieces and nephews outside Tirion.”
“That river cruise does appeal more and more,” murmured Indis, crossing her ankles and digging her bare toes into the soft dirt. “To lounge around, few servants, many pillows, watch the scenery as we slowly drift along, and when we are bored take a swim in the river.”
“We do need to practice our swimming,” mused Nerdanel.
“Then it’s settled."
And Findis was invited along, though she was the only one that did any fishing, and the one that picked up after the pair, as Indis and Nerdanel weren’t what one would call the neatest of elves.


